Sunday, July 15, 2012

just us newbie sk8ers

Went to Wheel Love, Subang Jaya with Tatiana to get her penny board on Saturday. Also skated around Desa Villa and had a lot of fun with my friends! The journey to Subang Jaya was so very unforgettable, I swear I will never again take a bus route to somewhere so far away! To The Dude Up There, thank you for taking care of both Tatiana and me, I'm very grateful for being home safe.

Monday, June 25, 2012

Pigs In A Blanket

These are my feet!
 Yes, I'm such a BIG fan, this weekend we had lunch at S.Wine, Publika.

Adorable, no? My bacon is more adorable, though.

Decor around the smoker's section.

My dad acting like a lousai?

Ham & cheese sandwich.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Happy Birthday to me

So here is my seventeen year old face? Maybe I'll do a blog post about being a sixteen year old soon. Can't believe sweet sixteen is over in less than 24 hours!

Also, I have ceased the domain name, but this blog will still run on Blogspot. I'll buy a domain soon if I find out what to name it. PARTINITE? Give me your ideas. x

Sunday, June 10, 2012

my nikon 3200

So my dad bought me a DSLR. I know, that sounded so bratty. Anyway here's it:

Nikon D3200.
It is absolutely gorgeous, but I am afraid I have not found the time to experiment with photo-taking yet. But I sure will!

Anyway, we went to visit Paradigm Mall today. It's a new mall in Kelana Jaya, not that I'm very impressed with the place. We had brunch at Plan B and here you go, pictures of the food we had:

My smoked salmon sandwich.

Dad's Plan B Breakfast Platter.

And oh hey, school is starting tomorrow. Oh what joy! Hope everyone has had a lovely summer break :)

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Check me out!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

summer '12

So summer break just started! Unfortunately the mid-terms are greeting me after exams, so I'm not supposed to be having fun. That being said, I have had tons of fun so far. Well!

I went for Markets @ Jaya One on Saturday, had a beer with my aunt and grandmother. How badass is that? Actually she had one sip of Guinness. And she won't stop nagging to my aunt about how angry my dad would be if he found out. Apparently, we're still keeping quiet about it! After that we had Japanese for dinner at a place called Hanazen. It supposedly served really nice grilled fish, but ours turned out to smell pretty bad. You know, that raw fish smell. I had sashimi and teriyaki chicken, wasn't that bad, but the meal was pretty expensive! :/ Here's a pic of a notebook I bought at one of the stalls. I passed the stall thrice before I decided the purchase! RM30 for a small notepad, hmm the alcohol must have altered my generosity.

On Saturday night Janelle tweeted about needing a place to crash so I offered her my pad. We met up on Sunday morning after my morning jog and the moment we met we just hugged really tight. I haven't seen the girl in six months! And the last time I saw her, we were hanging out because my ex introduced her to me. Well, here's a picture of us:

We stayed at home all Sunday and she got pretty sick of it! In the end we snuck out at 9pm and went to the mamak near my house. Janelle complained about how there weren't any hot guys for her to lay her eyes on, but I thought the Iranian guy who served our shisha was pretty cute. I tried to say thank you to him in Arabian but he turned out to be Iranian! Well, that was embarrassing. Nonetheless, he taught me how to say it in Iranian. It's something like 'suh-pa-ohs'.

Here's our bong. Janelle chose strawberry and vanilla flavour, which I thought was pretty gay. Actually, super gay. But it turned out alright! It smelled like the lollipops we used to have as kids. Reminiscence turned not so innocent?

We met up with an online friend of mine and the three of us had fun sharing stupid stories and said goodnight around 2am. We went back to my condo and decided to skinny dip in the pool. Turns out a couple planned a rendezvous and we were caught stark naked in our silhouettes. So we pulled on our shirts again and walked back home.

The next morning we got up and went to Mid Valley. Walked all morning and almost died from all that walking! I was actually having a cramp from wearing heels and jogging the day before. Well. We went to Topshop and met our local sensation Joseph Germani. Not that I'm a big fan of his but I took his autograph for my best friend. This is Janelle and Joseph:

Met up with my classmates around lunch because they were nearby. Gosh I missed them all! I know we only stopped seeing each other for four days, but we've already been excited to exchange stories already. Nelson, Yumi and I had Hokkaido ice-cream and fruit sorbet at Hokkaido Ichiba, they tasted heavenly as always!

Yes I know, we look so alike!

Sinful? Yes.
After that I got my belly pierced at Dragonfly. It's actually a birthday gift from Yumi, my boula. I love her, yes! The most special gift I have ever received, I reckon. Thank you Yumi Khor!

No photos of my belly!! :P
And today I went on a date and watched Men In Black 3. It was really good.

Good day to you!

Saturday, April 28, 2012


Today was a pretty historical day for Malaysia. I wish I could say I was one of the proud Malaysians to have attended the protest, but I have been following status updates on Twitter and Facebook tightly, hoping to gain an insight on the commotion caused in Kuala Lumpur. Ever since the talk about Bersih 3.0 started a week ago, it made me realise the importance of the movement and the voice of our nation. I as a student also directly pinpointed due to the call for a better public institution for the country. If anything, I wish that the protest has served us all effect in demanding a clean and fair election in the future. I can only say I will be glad to have witnessed one of the biggest changes in my own country during my lifetime.

How proud was I to be a Malaysian when they sang Negaraku and chanted Hidup Rakyat on the streets! And all the Malaysian protestants across the 80 venus in 32 countries!

The commotion in Kuala Lumpur today pained me, but what pained me most was the indifference of the people around me. People tweeting as life went on for them, the majority of them nonetheless unobserving towards the historic event that was happening to our own country. I wish I could understand why this sudden rush of patriotism is affecting me so much. Is it me, or them? Nelson put an insight to that where we witnessed people being mediocre when our national anthem played.

What has happened to the people around me? Do they not care whether our country deserve fair elections and affordable tertiary education? Perhaps my statements are half-baked, but I sincerely hope that my friends and family will pay more attention towards the going ons for our own sake whether or not they are interested in political affairs!


Thursday, April 26, 2012

Nelson's birthday

We went out to Pavilion to celebrate Nelson's birthday yesterday! We took the monorail after school and as it was the first time I've taken the train in more than two months now, I was completely taken aback by the new token system instead of the ticket system that's started for quite awhile now, it was so embarrassing!

I had my eye on a cotton on tank that I thought would look good on Nelson, but unfortunately it was oversized for him and unlike the effect on girls, it made him look stupid. So instead of buying his gift, Foong Hui and I ended up buying charm bracelets together!

These are mine, Foong Hui bought four and they look good chunky! After browsing through Typo, Philosophy and Vincci we went to Dragon-I for lunch/dinner.

Nelson was a very happy boy :)

His treat! How generous of him, thank you once again :P

After that we went to Tokyo Street but nothing caught our eyes. We did all buy different matcha ice creams and had a nice time sharing with each other while shopping. Finally we ended up at Billabong and bought Nelson a tank top from the new Garage line, it looks really good but I forgot to take a photo!

I'm glad I can stop thinking about what to get for him now. He's been celebrating on and off for a whole week now, that lucky boy! >:(

On a side note, I am going to Penang with the String Orchestra Group in school this June, can't wait to see the nightlife at Upper Penang Street! I'm so excited :)

$$$ Cotton On charm bracelets, Wolfgang T-shirt, ARDIUM smart pouch, Petit Paper stationary

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

arabian nights

Firstly, I have been in love with this mix on 8tracks, if you like Middle Eastern culture, you should give it a try too :)

That said, I am glad my first exam this year is finally over! I have been studying on and off for about two weeks now, it's been awfully tiring, even though I feel as if I haven't done my best. I always get the feeling that I didn't do my best, it's frustrating!

Our final paper was computer (IT?) and we left school at 9am, oh what joy! I went home with Nelson to take a shower then my mum sent us to Sunway Pyramid. I promised myself I would leave Sunway with a pair of heels but unfortunately I didn't! I do know the model I want, I just need to find the stock in another branch, oh well. Nelson and I went for coffee at a Cafe Barbera which was doing a promotion, we were happy children sipping on caffeine at half the price. We did a lot of catching up because we haven't seen much of each other in school for all week, especially when he attended his sister's wedding the holiday week right before the exams, so that makes it two weeks! We always have so much to talk about, he feels like a good sister.

After that we had a wonderful brunch at Sushi Zanmai (the teenager's hotspot!). We raised a few eyes, maybe we looked like a great couple, haha. It was so nice hanging out with a boy that you could share food and laugh with. We also had a nice matcha ice-cream cone to kick-start our shoe-hunting journey. My journey, rather.

He was very patient going through every shop with me, and even though I left without buying anything he didn't push me, even gave me comments! Gosh, what a great shopping partner :)

After that we went to Tarbush for a smoke and it was very relaxing, that was when I actually felt that I have found a friend I share a common bond with. We are so alike that it makes everything so much more comfortable.

We talked about a lot of things today. Especially because I learned a lot from him, I'm a happy child!

Also, we ended the day with another cup of coffee. HAHA.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

drunk on love

but dear love
you take me away from sleep
I do nothing but weep between sheets
thinking of you, me, and us
of days we share
perfectly broken

me and you
are torn like
these sheets between me
I am far from sleep
you are what's hurting me
I only wish we could go back

love, please let go
or will you let me?
the biggest mistake we have ever made
this broken thread that kept us together

that used to be so strong


I am left
with strands of these cuts
sewn unto me
there you have left me

I am a soldier of love
but who is there to fight for

if you have walked away?

why am I the only one who has to mourn over this relationship?

I need you so much, don't you see? I only wish we had one more chance, to fight for, to cry for, to forgive.

you are what's left of me in my tears.

if for once
I had wished for anything but hope
it is now.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012


but we've reached the end of everything
the start that seemed so much like the start of forever
is torn into pieces

I was bad, you were worst
but together we were the best of everything
people saw so much in us
we were so perfect together
yet turned so ugly

I wonder then
why has love died?

Saturday, March 10, 2012

cluttered desk, cluttered mind

I've been having awful mood swings but I've been trying to live my life the best that I can. Honestly though, the awful mood swings part is just limited to my relationship with L. I'm so frustrated! :/ Things can be so logically right, but it can never be emotionally helpful.

There has been a series of events in school that has sparked a sort of epiphany on me. I feel like I have grown to have more perspective and to learn to consider people's feelings first before I act. I am turning into a very positive version of me trying to live the best of my life. It seems so weird that I can turn so positive out of no where. Out of good rest, perhaps. Some times I like this new me, but people think I have changed into some sort of an act of a 'good student'?

Some times I feel like the people around me are immature, but is that because we're really just teenagers and we should be acting like that? We are only 17, after all. Perhaps I am the one who has left the circle.

On a side note, today I attended a graphic design workshop at PJCAD. It was very interesting, I'm growing quite fond of design :)

These are some sketchings that I made, and the lecturer turned them into badges for me.

Friday, February 24, 2012


Fallen sick officially! Left school early and slept through the afternoon, now I'm feeling better, though I'm not sure if I can still sleep tonight. I'm not much of a sleeping person, but recently I've realised the importance of sleep. I used to believe in sleep being the cousin of death but truth is, I might as well be dead if I don't sleep enough. Sleep deprivation makes me bitchy, and my complexion goes bad. I've been in such a wonderful mood all week because of sleep. I'm not even throwing tantrums at my boyfriend anymore, haha!

I hope everyone's had a great week, happy weekend ahead :)

Recent purchases:
silver stamp pad. silver sharpie. tub of pink glitter. to-fu oyako notebook.

$$$ hokkaido ichiba, chatime. (these are the death of me)

Friday, February 17, 2012


Skins has got an awesome soundtrack! :)

Owl Vision - Antichrist by Owl Vision

Adeptus - Copacaliasexicalia by Adeptus

Trainjek Nostril (Nostril) by Segal


life has been up and down and up and down as always. went to mid valley for subway and a cup of tiramisu ice cream with my best friend today. how ever are we going to keep up with a proper diet! got home and went for a swim, now I feel slightly better. valentine's day this year was pretty bad, me and my boyfriend almost broke up and now we're still trying to fix it. apart from that I've been pretty happy in school now, learn to appreciate your friends :)

Friday, February 3, 2012

Thursday, January 26, 2012

dainty 2012

Hello all! I've been thinking about my tertiary education lately and I realized I had no idea what I wanted to be. I am no good as a proper writer, nor do I wish to pursue journalism. I am a science-stream student no longer interested in the logics of the world, and I have no other practical skills. Then I realized I have always been fond of HTML and CSS and it might just be a skill I picked up and could be developed further on. I've been blogskinning on the internet for a few years, then fell out of interest and stopped for a long while. This might just be me coming back as my own little artist, decorating my dainty home, as you can see.

Hope you like the layout!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

little bones and a teaspoon of dust

cuts are random
flowers they shrivel
my glass like crystal droplets
shatter across my bones
am I thoroughly broken?

there is no sense of time
a crystal wounded creature
bound in a vacuum of nothingness
I could surf through space and time
wondering where my bones belong

dust is heavy
covers me as I sleep
and ever