Wednesday, November 30, 2011

we met like the tragedy of a car crash. head on. picture the dark and two racing hearts that crashed into each other. face to face. lips to lips. the moment we met there was no mistaking. through doubt, confusion and fear, there was passion, mystery and nasty thoughts. I am so afraid of you. where dirt is your history and all the girls you've touched are worth no nothing. up till now I thought I knew love. because to play a love game is to play with fire. for a heart that's been burnt could course through so many scars to face itself with yours. I long for nothing but to feel the insides of your mouth, to feel your tongue fighting against mine, consuming each other. does it feel the same, for you?

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

shots of me {sepang}







Wednesday, November 16, 2011

x

blood bonding
making out in the dark
getting drunk
sharing smoke
love bites


the things I will do for your hands on me
make a lie make it rain
I
would

and if we could stay here forever
watching the cars pass by
and tangle my arms with yours

I wish I were in love with you
we are such strangers
so, so wrong
but it was right

your fingers on my waist,
your tongue intertwined with mine
you consume me

innocence is overrated
I. Want. You.

Friday, November 11, 2011

upcoming

9th November: Pavilion. Fahrenheit 88. With Yumi.
11th November: I love you.
12th November: Hair dye with Yumi. Liese Milk Tea Brown.
13th November: Sepang visit.
15th November: Ice-skating with classmates. And hopefully shisha with N & C.
16th November: I want you.
17th November: I adore you.
21st November: Flash mob 2.0
23nd to 25th November: Sepang Gold Coast with SR1SCB

Sunday, November 6, 2011

this love will be your downfall

but what do we know
when love is overrated
and passion burning away far too fast
I love you
I loathe you
I don't want you
I need you
Please come back

this is me in all my hidden depths
please
don't
come
near
me.