Monday, June 27, 2011

I am through and it's all because of you

I went to see my doctor a few days back for a medial checkup. He looked at the insides of my throat and nose and confirmed I was okay, even though I have been purging non-stop for the past week that I was discharged. I was utterly disappointed at myself of course. He recommended that I have my tonsils removed, I think I'll do that.

I have been shopping this past weekend, it's been heavenly satisfying :) I bought these really cute knickers at Topshop and I'm loving the floral prints to bits.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

For the girl who said she was going to take care of herself

Well, I suppose it was a stepping stone. I've been discharged from the hospital (I had tonsillitis). I am both glad and upset. I'm glad because the experience made me realize a lot of things and upset because I just wished I had another night there to clear myself up. But I have exams and I really need to jack back into real life and start cramming. Oh how I wish I could have rested more.

Right now I feel healthier, though I am quite sure I would pollute my body again without the control and restrictions of the hospital (with my diet). I will try my best, I suppose.

Greetings to all.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

goodbye lover

I play no part in mending the strings of your heart
the fractured nerves that connects your mind to mine
down to the sensitive ends of your fingers, your hair, your nose

I sing you lullabies you no longer need
because I have forgotten you are an insomniac
I want to hold you but what can I do
if you will never see me as I was

'things will never be as it was'
and I wonder then
why you and I
have become so fragile

so close your eyes
because I love the way your eyes twinkle at ease
when you are above the dreams of me and you
but what can I do
if you will never dream of us anymore

there are lights in this darkness
that I seem to see through
perhaps you have walked out of it alone
without me.